I wish I could sleep or someone would come clean my room or something.
Trashy -Mary Jane
At twerk at the night market. Andre took a thousand photos of me last night. Sent me these and they cute tho.
I did not join derby to make friends. The awesome friends I have gained and are gaining are wonderful and I’m so happy to have them in my life now.
That said this shit feels SO much like what I’d expect in a sorority sometimes. A very cliquey sport- totally not radical in some ways and really radical in others. Completely DIY and skater run but also very hierarchal ect. Anyyyywayy I’m doing this because it’s something I’ve wanted to do since I was 17 and found out about it. I want to play a competitive sport with other talented women. I want to do new things with my body I haven’t done before.
Mostly tho I just want to skate. All the Damn time.
Connecticut Steps - Into It. Over It.
"Today, I’m so unbelievably helpless.
Against a pit in my stomach, I couldn’t begin to shake off.
So in the back of my mind, my brain has rendered me silent.
Which not a soul around me could understand”
I made an appointment to get my “Mitch” tattoo. This song came on shuffle while I was djing in Abigail’s car a few weeks ago and that day and week came rushing back to me and i wept almost as hard as I remember crying then. Life is fucking cruel and sometimes it gets me really really down.